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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Awe

I went to an Amy Seeley concert months ago. Right in the middle of the song Beloved I get the overwhelming desire to journal. I wished that Jake was sitting right next to me and instead I grabbed a piece of scratch paper and a pencil and let it flow.....

To be in awe.
Respect...adoring eyes and proudness.
I got you:) I have you...I don't have you...
I am part of you
I am part of you now....and yet I found me.
I found my safe place to bare my ego, my soul...and once I saw what I saw...
I was aware. I like who I see. I am truly aware of whom really stands before me in that reflection.
Breathe...what do I hear around me? What do I see? Smell?
I'm in the moment and I feel....I am
I love you Jake Carlisle!

I know it will take days, maybe weeks for him to see this...but I have butterflies in my heart thinking about him reading it and the smile it will bring to his face. His smile lights up my soul. Thank you Amy for your beautiful music and your beautiful friendship that adds to our hearts. "I know how hard you try";)

7 comments:

Willow said...

....and yet I found me.

that is so freakin perfect
love it

MIND|Castle Studios said...

I love you! You are too cute. I can't wait to see you again!
-danielle

Cindy Cieluch Photography said...

I am piggybacking on willow's comment. that is my favorite part. i love the way you bare your soul to all of us. i feel so fortunate to know you...and so happy that you found your soulmate.

Amy said...

Amazing!

Amy said...

Also, I decided that you look a bit like Charlieze Theron...hope that's ok? She's smokin hot!

wrecklessgirl said...

how refreshing, truly.

llynskyn said...

you know me...i love the breathable land and sky you caught. The blues the reds and every color in between you snap to life with that heaven's eye of yours. I love the the man in you (nice Charlieze comment...like that) and the woman in him. You're looking like Jake he's looking like you. They say couples who stay together a long time sculpt each others faces. Thanks for the landscape, the breathable the livable ways you BE.